Tag: presence

  • Every time I Hear Pink Moon I Think of Her

    Every time I Hear Pink Moon I Think of Her

    Urgency without clarity. Ignoring what matters in real time. Without knowing why. And only recognizing it later through a song. Every time I hear Pink Moon I think of her. San Francisco to Seattle.The red sands of Shasta.The moon over Crater Lake. She wanted to stop and see.We didn’t. She wanted to stay in Portland.We…

  • Regret—Loss Disguised as Living

    Regret—Loss Disguised as Living

    Read time 1 minute. Regret pretends to teach. This article does too. Regret—Loss Disguised as Living is a stand alone article in our ongoing Goth Zen series. We distrust darkness. We imagine something is hiding in there.Or we villainize it as if it were synonymous with demise. We’re told: To meet the moment you must stop running.We’re rarely…

  • The Spirituality Problem— How To Avoid Endless Seeking

    The Spirituality Problem— How To Avoid Endless Seeking

    Read time 2 minutes. A quiet reflection on what often gets called “spiritual seeking.” The spirituality problem isn’t about presence or enlightenment, but the habit of standing outside our own lives, watching and trying to fix them Do you sometimes feel like an outsider in your own life?Do you find yourself struggling to feel complete?…

  • Silence is the Loud Unamplified: Zen Drop 25

    Silence is the Loud Unamplified: Zen Drop 25

    Read time under a minute. What does it mean to hear?What does it mean to be quiet? There is no empty.No nothing.Not really. So what does it mean to be silent?Noise rises and loops.It fights and feeds on itself. Feeds the senses.But what isn’t loud can’t be heard.Not even softly—just steady.Unrelenting. You only recognize itwhen you…

  • It’s Firing Your Boss: Zen Drop 21

    It’s Firing Your Boss: Zen Drop 21

    Read time 3 minutes. What is Zen? It’s firing your boss. We just want to show up, do our best, and enjoy life. At least most of us do. But then there’s—well, you know the type. Like Bill Lumbergh in Office Space. The passive-aggressive, coffee-cup-holding manager. “Yeahhh, I’m gonna need you to go ahead and…” Or how…

  • Not the River Beside You — The River As You

    Not the River Beside You — The River As You

    Read time 2 minutes. Everything moving through you is you. The River As You is a stand alone article in our Spiritual Immersion series. Why do so many teachings whisper presence and oneness—then turn around and say: Step outside your thoughts. They aren’t you. Such teachings are half-truths.Training wheels.They get the ball rolling. In Sometimes the Flood, we saw…

  • Fuhgeddaboudit: Zen Drop 20—The Undeniable Presence of No One in Particular

    Fuhgeddaboudit: Zen Drop 20—The Undeniable Presence of No One in Particular

    Read time 1 minute. When you let it go and fuhgeddaboudit, you embody the undeniable presence of no one in particular. I seem to have forgotten something.I have to remember. What did I come in here for?What was I about to say? It’s on the tip of my tongue. What is this nagging feeling?I just…

  • Holding Your Breath For Unconditional Presence

    Holding Your Breath For Unconditional Presence

    Read time under a minute. Holding Your Breath For Unconditional Presence is an introductory article for our Spiritual Immersion series. Seed #1 — Waiting for Perfect We’re holding our breath.Waiting for the perfect moment.As if stillness will make it arrive. But life doesn’t wait with us.It moves on—slipping past the pause we’re clinging to. The…

  • The Space Between Yes an No

    The Space Between Yes an No

    Read time under 1 minute. A micro meditation on the field of presence between decisions. What do Oh No and Oh Yeah have in common?The pause.The space from which either—or anything—is possible. Not the no.Not the yes.The space in between. That’s what we’re interested in. – Choose your own adventure: